kekapalan atau kekitaan

Cuba bayangkan anda dan 9 orang rakan anda ingin berkongsi kapal, jadi 1 kapal bersaiz 1000cm3 itu dikongsi antara10 orang. contoh harga kapal tersebut RM1000, jadi anda bayar RM100 setiap orang, dan logiknya, untuk lebih kurang 100cm3 seorang. Masa berlalu, dan apabila anda satukan senarai barang yang ingin dibawa naik ke kapal, tiba-tiba hanya anda seorang yang menggunakan ruang yang banyak; contohnya anda gunakan penuh 100cm3. 9 orang rakan anda yang lain itu hanya menggunakan 10cm3, menjadikan jumlah ruang yang digunakan (bukan ruang yang boleh dan sedia untuk digunakan) hanya 190cm3, dengan ruang kosong 810cm3. Lalu menurut sesuatu sistem yang tertentu, harga yang perlu dibayar oleh setiap orang dikira kembali, menggunakan rumus yang lebih kurang begini:
Harga = (Jumlah ruang yang anda gunakan / Jumlah ruang yang digunakan oleh semua orang) * Jumlah Harga.
Harga orang A= (100/190)*RM1000 = RM526.
Manakala Harga orang B = (10/190)*RM1000 = RM52.60.

Sebab rakan-rakan anda yang 9 orang itu tidak menggunakan ruang yang disediakan untuk mereka, tiba-tiba anda yang terpaksa bayar terlebih-lebih sampai beratus-ratus. Tanggungjawab andakah yang mereka tidak mahu mengangkut barang yang banyak, hinggakan ruang-ruang kosong itu perlu anda tanggung?

emo entry #2

the effffffff. aku yg buat kerja tu, x percaya pulak. ok maybe salah soalan ke whatever, tapi details die btol kan. aku x tidur malam, bersengkang mata, hantuk2 kepala, ketuk2 laptop buat benda alah tu, sdp2 je kata tu bukan kerja aku. salah ke aku rasa offended bila org ckp tu bkn kerja aku? aku penat2 buat, x dapat credit? aku try explain kenapa x logik cakap tu bukan hak aku, bagi bukti aku buat kerja tu betul2, ko marah pulak kenapa? yg ko takut2kan aku before ni, tu bs je ke, so bila aku respond dkt org lain yg trlibat, ko marah? takut nmpk ko bs? aku appreciate ko try tolong aku, tapi kenapa mcm nk sorok2kan sgt benda2? aku nk berurusan direct dgn org, ko kata makin menyusahkan pulak. salah ke aku nk backup diri sendiri? aku dh email elok2 merendah diri mintak maaf, dah tulis ape aku nk buat after ni, ko pergi balas dgn cuka. makin takut2kan, tambah salah-silap aku, bagitau lah kat semua orang. kalau dah tau kau yg nak uruskan, x nak aku masuk campur, senyap2 je lah, ataupun suruh pihak lagi satu tu ckp sendiri dgn aku. lepas ko maki2 aku, x de pulak suruh aku duduk diam jangan masuk campur ni hal org besar. biar org bsr yg negotiate. org mane x nk bela diri sendiri bila kena hempuk? bila aku tulis dgn nada passive n submissive, ko makin ketuk apahal. aku dh buat deal dgn org tu. kenapa ko nak kena tambah2 lagi? x paham btul lah. ayat ko tu buat aku rase defensive, faham? so in defence for myself, aku respond lah. cuba cakap org lain yg cakap aku ini itu, tapi ko akan cuba bantu aku, baru lah aku akan paham intention ko, ooh ko nk tolong backup aku rupenye. ni tak, gaya ko ckp, mcm ko yg gila2 nk jatuhkn aku. hadeiii. dah la ni first time aku kena tuduh benda alah ni. record aku bersih suci ok. dapat teruk mana pun before ni, xde nye aku nk tiru2. i get what i worked for. aku x suke curi2 hak org lain. kalau aku x buat, aku ckp aku x buat. ye mungkin ko penat kerja smpai malam2 cmni, tapi x pyh la nk maki hamun aku pulak. aku dh ckp sori dh tadi, dah nak setel dah tadi, dah nak concentrate on the deal dah tadi. KENAPA. KAU BALAS DGN CUKA BALIK. KENAPA.
org berbudi, kita berbahasa.
aku berbahasa, kenapa kau mencuka?

Day 18 – 5things that irritate ME

Opposite Sex:
1. too self conscious, i.e. kuat perasan.
2. lembik. bkn stkt 'lembik physical', 'lembik mental/psychology' pun salah. nnt kena buli je.
3. kuat bebel mcm pakcik middle-aged. (banyak cakap dgn banyak bebel lain)
4. marah2/emo2 kat aku x boleh. kat org lain xpe haha.
5. makan bunyik2.

Same Sex:
1. gedik+ngada2+bossy.
2. improper, xde manner, x tau malu.
3. hisap rokok.
4. marah2, emo2.
5. makan bunyik2.

"Rude Words"

"..and please don't use rude words. it's annoying."

WHAT THE FUCK.

i won't use any if it's not needed. it's annoying, but that's the whole point to using RUDE WORDS. it's to annoy you. DUH.

*random lalala*

just because i felt like ranting and putting people-in-love down

people fall in and out of love every single day. why think about future, when you can glorify the present? love is blinding people, but certainly not for too long a time. when you fall in love with someone, despite knowing that they have certain traits that you can't stand, will it lasts forever? "love is accepting them for who they really are; accepting them as themselves." what a bunch of pretentious sound-good crap. when your love's not so hot anymore, and suddenly the bubble just cracked, and you see this all bad things about your beloved, would you still love them like before? who can even swear on their lives, that their love is exactly the same as before knowing the truth? sure some people can stand those hated traits, because "love is greater than all", etc, etc. but surely you'd still feel annoyed? those annoyances would someday burst and explode, or you can prevent that by confronting your beloved about it. so now we're back at square #2.. what with that "accepting people for who they are" crap just now?
sorry but i just don't believe in this crap.
on a separate note, why the fuck would you email me 1 day before spring break?? you old fag. I HATE YOU. sometimes i just wanna be reckless and say SHUT UP. JUST SHUT UP.

told 'ya.. [Prologue to EuroTrip Drama]

          aku dah kate dah aku ni bernasib baik. aku nak tunggu lame2 baru nak beli tiket flight, ko(rang?) bising2 cakap ridiculous lah ape lah, naik twitter ye? nanti ko aku kutuk ko banyak2 kat twitter aku pulak..kat blog dah x terkire dah banyaknye hahahh. then x percaye pulak tu aku cakap aku pergi, aku pergi lah. ape masalahnye belikan semua tiket2/pas2 tu untuk semua orang terus? bukan aku nak keling back-off dari plan tu pon.
          sebab orang2 ni pon dah pressure sangat, aku pon OK, aku beli sekarang. puas hati? aku tgh tunggu funds dari akak aku bagi duit kitorang bisnes2 before ni sebenarnye..kalo boleh x nak la pinjam dekat seriboo dari bell. lepas tu sampai hari terbang, hambik ko flights semue banyak delayed, cancelled sebab snow. diorang time tu dah 'terlepas' kat NY, aku masih selamat kat Nashville, alhamdulillah. pening sikit sebab kena cari alternative plans sorang2, tapi xpe i'll manage it somehow. dorang stay sekejap kat NY, jln2, aku lepak sini lagi, kerja tambah duit hahahaha. dekat NY kena tukar2 flight, book hotel, taxi fares, tiket subway semua pakai duit lagi.. last2 aku cancel jugak tiket flight yang beli sebab diorang dulu tu, lepas tu kena beli tiket lain yang terus ke Paris pulak. same je kalau aku beli last2 minute.

          mule2 aku ingat rugi jugak belik lambat2 sebab dorang beli tiket 830(?..lbih kurang lah), aku beli 940..110 hinggit (usd sbnrnye) rugi. tapi lepas kira2 balik, dorang kena bayar tempat2 kat NY tu sorang $80 kot, so dorang belanje sekarang 910, aku 940. lepas tu dari London-Paris, dorang naik bas ekspres, 40pounds..lbih kurang 70usd kot. now dorang: 980, aku:940. tapi cuak time ni sebab cancel ticket flight biasenye x dapat full refund.. ade cancellation fee 200-300usd. so nanti aku rugi lah 200 kan. tapi aku bantai je beli jugak tiket baru, sebab kalau x memang x sempatlah nak catch up dengan plan. so beli tiket baru 900usd. gila kan, dorang:980, aku:1840. 2 kali ganda hambik ko. aku file refund request, letak ayat cam bagus je.. putar belit policy die sikit, lepas tu doa je lah banyak2 dapat full refund. and what do you know, dapat!! (dapat2 tu je, terus aku syukur gila2 ah, mati aku kalo x hutang beriban kat bell hihi) so sekarang dorang:980, aku:900. yuhuu =Dvv LAGI, aku mintak refund untuk tiket bas London-Paris, dapat ah 75% refund, 50usd. (mule2 dorang nak bagi 25%-50% refund je, aku cakap mane boleh! aku dah try contact dorang separuh mati untuk cancel tiket, dorang yang x angkat telefon, aku nak full refund! tapi memang x ade full refund; dalam policy dorang, paling banyak 75%) so NOW dorang:980, aku:850. keke. (muke bangge)
          ye, aku memang nampak macam ni..nampak macam x boleh percaye sangat kan, x nampak independent. tapi bile dah sorang2 tu, campak jelah kat mane2 pon, aku hidup je. thanks for your concerns and unwanted worries anyway. unfortunately for you, i'll live.

p/s: serius aku mungkin berdarah diraja. ade dolat duh..either bapak aku keturunan sultan ke parameswara ke (darah jawa dah ade dah keke) atau mak aku keturunan puteri hang li po.. maharaja cina datang berlayar ke haha

LOLOMGBLOGGG

haihh aku mmg x bole blah ah org bjet bgus, bjet tau sume ni. pstu klo kte ckp psl someone, then die ni bjet tau, knal org tu luar-dalam. mcm die rapat, knal, tau sume lah psl org tu, mcm xde org lain selain die lg tau. org sume ade opinion msing2, so SHUT THE FUCK UP .i've been there, done that. AND I HATE THAT ME EVERY FUCKING MINUTE I WAS LIKE THAT. aku rse cm aku mcm a scheming bitch time tu. so i stopped, or am now trying to stop being that jerk. spe suke org mcm tu. am i more likable now? lol.

beware!
sarjan misai is looking at you
with his own two eyes, ppl

lg, aku x phm btol apsal org sbok critic blog org. biar a blog die, skati die ah. x suke, jgn bce. pe susah. bkn tu ke pon motif (most) people blog? nk cte psl hdop die, nk mntk pndpt, nk kongsi mcm2 lah; cerita, nasihat, tips, masak2 pon boleh share recipes! tp dh klo ade org sbok mcm nk jd pak guard tlg pantau ape yg patut n x patut di blogkan, susah ni ade sarjan x brgaji. i thought that 'flag this blog' feature is enough to be the judge of what can and cannot be blogged.

ye, ni bkn psl aku. sbb aku x kesah org ckp ape, sbb mmg aku ade mslh ego skit, n ckp lah psl ape, msti nnt topik tu aku balikkn balik kt aku. mcm skrg ni haha. bebel2 pstu smpai balik kt aku lg. yes i'm a narcissist. tp at least skrg ni klo org x mntk pndpt aku, aku xde ah bz body sgt mnyampuk dlm hdup org lain. get a life; your own life.

the bees and the buzz

i don't care if you're as busy as a bee, a buzzy bee, or a busy body, your matters are not more or less important than mine's. the BUZZ feature on YM is overrated and overused. stop buzzing. i hate it when people message me like 10 seconds ago, and then they buzz, and then another message, and then another.freakin.buzz. dude i got it. no need to buzz every.fucking.time. I, for one, am not diligent with replying calls, messages, emails, texts, what-fucking-ever. human interactions is troublesome. yeah i said it. I'm not a social withdraw, but really, replying a message is a right saved for the recipient, don't take it for granted. (like all my queries are replied to right)
p/s: know what I hate even more? a BUZZ, then "     ". nothing. YOU BUZZed, THEN NOTHING? YEAH RIGHT I'M GONNA REPLY TO THAT.

eh babi.

cursing is good for your body and brain. (but not your heart.. they say with every curse word you'll get one black dot in your heart or something)
not saying that i'm cursing at you or anyone at that. it's simply just cursing at general. like the simple act of opening your mouth, moving your tongue, vibrating your voice-box, and letting alllllll the bad things out. it's a great exercise to rid you of any pent-up emotions and stress. so come on and practice it with me:

i say: BABI

you say: VAVI

i say: no. not like that. you don't have to mind all those prudes out there. just let it all roll out. crisp and clear. now, again. BABI

you say: BAB*

i say: NO. NO CENSORSHIP. that's just for pussies. you're not a puss are you?

you say: ... i.. i'm not... well.. babi..

i say: LOUDER! YOU PUSS!!

you say: !!!... BABI!

i say: GOOD. crisp and clear, just the way i like it. now on to the next one.. FUCK YOU!

you say: b..but you said you're not going to curse at me..

i say: FUCK YOU. I DON'T GIVE A FUCKING SHIT.

you say: that.. that's too advance for me

i say: no that's not part of the lesson. i was simply cursing at random =D

you say: oh.

ah. i feel great after that exercise. you see, feelings are not always mutual, so the rate of emotions coming in and out are not the same. so there must be some emotions directed at not someone to make the emotions stable again. cursing at random is one way to achieve that goal. or should i say "undirected cursing", to be exact. to conclude this exercise session, cursing at people is bad. but an undirected cursing, or cursing at random can be good. with that, i bid thee farewell. for now, anyway.

yours sincerely,

yah.

ini babi the binatang.

criticism on the web

http://pics.livejournal.com/yah_senbest/pic/000d9s6d

Have you guys seen the Malaysian dance mob flash for 2PM? Apparently there's a video of it on youtube, and someone reposted it on facebook. but with a little twist.
you see, the one posted on YT is by the original fan who's involved in the dance flash, and for the purpose of expressing their support for 2PM. it's purely by fan and as far as i know, doesn't pose any harm or ill-being towards other people.
tell me again; why does that video trigger such scathing comments from these FB users?
I really don't mind if they want to 'insightfully, yet amicably' discuss this issue, like some of their comments addressed that as some of the girls in the video are muslims, they should consider their image and all.
no, on 2nd thoughts; they didn't say anything about how this sits with our religion, but rather how this gives shame to Melayu la, wtv. oh now race comes before religion? yea how "wise" of you.


the thing that i find most lame (lamest?) about their comments are that they were attacking these girls on personal basis. sure, you're stupid yet you still have stupid thoughts of your own, but that doesn't allow you to spit out bullshits like that about other people. 
if the comments were posted by decent and wise-looking people, and the comments were worded nicer and more like it's actually written by a human with a brain, i won't be this mad. i'll accept that everyone has opinions on matters, and they're entitled to say what's on their mind.
just judge for yourself; these people were saying bad things about the girls in the video, while they themselves were probably just too lame for it.


criticism is not a bad thing; but what these guys wrote wouldn't fit in that category. it's more like bashing.


want to hear me bashing you?
ko kate org mcm pelacur, tp ko tu tergedik2 mcm monyet in heat xpe pulak.
klo dorang berdosa sbb terkinja2 mcm ni, ko tau x gmbr ko ngan balak ko main cucuk2 pipi tu berdosa, haram lg teruk dr sentuh babi. tau x?
ko kate diorang menari mcm berenang, ko menari mcm katak lah?
ko kate pompuan2 ni memalukan, awek ko, ko confirm x lg memalukan?
kate dorang muke x cun lah, muke mcm ape lah, hey bro. have you check yourself out in the mirror lately?
harap je pakai tudung, mulut busuk. adoyai


end of story: we're fellow humans. what hurts other people would hurt you too. don't do unto others what you don't want for yourself.
the internet is not yours. it's not mine either.