repenting

I'm naturally emotionless-faced. If you're looking for signs on my face, you could be stuck there forever. Of course I have feelings, and I felt things. It's just that I rarely and hardly show them. When I say I'm repenting, trust me, even with that blurr stoic la-la face, I am deeply reflecting on the inside. And if you're looking for tears to confirm that I regret things, sorry but I'm just not the type to cry in front of people. Tears don't help solve anything, anyway. Well it might add to the pity-value, but I think it's mainly for the other party's self-satisfaction, and tears can be faked anyway. A good actress makes a great tear-dropper. So I am repenting in my own ways.